Wednesday, October 31, 2012

Where have I been?

Its been over 2 years since I last touched my blog and I am feeling rather upset with myself.

After reading through my previous posts I cried, got angry, then got over it.

So where have I been?  This question is one that Ive been asking myself for the last year or more.

Over the last 2 years my life couldn't have changed more!!  I am now a mother of 4, I lost my mother over a year ago and moved states, twice.  Im in a new relationship and we now have a 4month old little boy. My children from my previous relationship live with their dad and I am thinking of movings states, again?

I started this blog to write about the good, the bad and the ugly in my life and so I needed to write my update in the shortest possible way, because I refuse to dwell any more on what didn't happen and work more on what I want to have happen in my life now.

In short, I am starting my life over again.  I just wanted to ensure that I got back to this blog when I had some idea as to where my life was heading.

I felt for the last 2 years that Ive let life take over rather than taking ownership for my life.  This has led to many a new twist and turn for me, new experiences and a repeat of others.  However, I do not regret anything I have done, or not done.  I have a beautiful 4 month old little boy who ensure my days with joy and happiness.

With that all said, stay tuned, I am getting back on that horse and ensuring I have the reins firmly in my grip.

May your life be filled with passion in everything you do...